Chester-Crawling-in-en

Crawling in my skin. These wounds they will not heal

Mourning for Chester Bennington,
Singer of Linkin Park,
Victim of child-rape

RIP-Chester-Bennington

Depression is a disease, I read in the press.This is true.That is why Chester Bennington, singer of the band Linkin Park, is not to blame that committed suicide.He is a victim of a serious mental illness.

I just have to contradict it a little.It’s much worse.Depression is not a disease that falls from the sky.It has causes.In short, the facts: Psychiatry distinguishes endogenous and exogenous depression.Endogenous depressions are said to originate from brain chemistry and have no external cause.I think that’s a little wrong.People do not always talk about what depresses them.Exogenous depression comes from external causes such as: child abuse, rape, bullying, unemployment, poverty, debt, captivity, hopeless situations, discrimination, divorce, love affliction, loneliness etc. These factors solve the depression, Which can ultimately lead to suicide.

At Chester Bennington, a cause was clearly stated: He has been a victim of child rape at the age of 11 by a friend of his father.He spoke openly about it.He also talked about the fact that he had never gotten over it and that it had cost him his self-confidence.

The experience is described in the hit of the band Linkin Park:


crawling

“Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This paint of self control I fear
Is never ending, controlling

I can not seem to find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence)
(I’m convinced that there’s)
(Just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled
Itself upon me distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I can not seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence)
(I’m convinced that there’s)
(Just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real

There’s something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
consuming
(Confusing what is real)
This paint of self control I fear
Is never ending, controlling
(Confusing what is real) “

 



The song coined the life-feeling of a generation born in the 1970s, with a very high dark-ciffer of the victims of child abuse.
This explains the often suicidal music of many bands.

Childrape leads you into the abyss.Therapists very often can not understand what is happening with the patients.The RapeCulture and its trivialization policy prevents understanding and help for the victims.Too great is the interpretation power of pedophiles, who can assert to all serious 11 year old underage girls would rape them in their sleep to get pregnant!

Victim-perpetrators -guide is the main feature of the defenders of rapists.
As the press puts it, there is a not insignificant role in blaming a small innocent girl who, because of her age, has no interest in sexuality at all. It is pre-pubertal and should not have a hint of something like that. If such a thing happens, the adult supervisors are responsible and no one else. It is bad that these foundations are obviously not available in the press. There are probably many pedophile friends there. Victims do not have a lobby.

Pädomisos,Stern

“Girl made pregnant.
Accused man blames eleven years old,
to have raped him in his sleep” (German press: http://www.stern.de/panorama/stern-crime/mann-beschuldigt-elfjaehrige–ihn-im-schlaf-vergewaltigt-zu-haben-7554076.html)


Child rape leads to such a serious trauma that many do not survive.

The life expectancy of child abuse victims is 54 years.
Psychostress, drug addiction and suicide are the direct consequences.

Drug addiction, depression and suicide were also the consequences for Chester Bennington.

One can really say that a depression is not a mental illness, but a psychological injury, which Chester Bennington was added by a criminal act, namely a childrape.

For me, Chester Bennington’s child violator is to blame for his death.It is a very slow and cruel path of suffering of the victims, many of them break and die.A suicide is a classic succession of child rape.The victims can fight for a very long time, but sometimes the remaining suffering of bleeding mental cuts is intolerable.

Crawling

“Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real “


Chester Bennington is a death sacrifice of the Pädomisos (boyshater ar not voyslovers = pedophile).

And a suicide like this is, in my opinion, an indirect form of

Murder by a child rapist.


RIP-Chester-Bennington

RIP Chester Bennington.

Thank you for the wonderful music.

Condolence to the family, children and friends of Chester Bennington.


In the End:


©July 27, 2017 Author: Juliane Arnold. Stuttgart, Germany.

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